Hush

I am still searching for something..

got so many roads to run..got so many choices
to choose from..
to those who run with me,thank you for unleashing the personalities within me…

for those people who are acquainted
with me in a way,thank you for
showing me that i am important or at
least pretending that i am quite
important.

it's hard to forget something/someone you never really have a plan to forget
sometimes it's a self-defense, it's a way of protecting yourself from being hurt again
though you wanna do something to get what you want, something is stopping you,
something that is so powerful that you don't even know how to keep going..

focus..focus..
you have more important dreams in life but what if he already became one of your dreams in life?
what if he already became a part of it?
what if you really can't get him out of your system?

ssshhhhh...
relax..
it's gonna be ok little girl..