More than anything else, I would want to see my family happy and proud of me. Now, what am I doing? Maybe, just following what my heart wants.
Malapit na matapos anf sem na ito. Malapit na rin akong magbukas ng bagong pahina sa buhay ko. To be a lawyer--- that's my dream when I was in elementary till highschool. Everyone in my family supported me. Nasa heaven na si lolo at lola, believing that I'm going to pursue that dream. Pero nung grumaduate ako ng college, I want to pursue my degree. Guasto ko na mag work nun. Mom and I fought because of that. So, what I did was to say na lang na "Sige, pag pumasa ako sa law exam, gora, pag hindi, hindi na." Eh, sadyang swerte ako sa mga entrance exams, I passed the law exams in UST, San Beda, and PUP. Nag UST ako, was debarred then I transferred to FEU.
Sabi ko sa parents ko, gusto ko mag law sa Baguio. Siguro kung andun ako, I won't feel this way. Ang sarap g buhay ko dun eh. I graduated on time, without dropped subjects nor failed subjects. No pressure indeed. Eh ngayon, super pressured. I'm 24 and there are so many things that I wanted to do na hindi ko pa nagagawa. :(
I'm quite excited and scared of my next step. I dunno how to tell my parents and the whole family (who are expecting na I'm gonna be a lawyer) na ayoko na, na I wanna follow what my heart wants.
Wish me luck!!!! I need lots of them!!!
