I can hardly breathe and my feet feels weak.
I cried. I stumbled. I've been so down for quite a while. Silently weeping at night and my heart feels like bursting. Got no one to talk to because I don't feel like doing so. I just wanted to be alone and figure things out. I want to figure out how to move forward despite my feet stucked in the ground.
Mama, Papa, I'm sorry if I'm feeling this way. I shouldn't have felt even a single sign of giving up because of you guys because this is your dream too but I failed. Mama, Papa, I'm not a perfect daughter, I'm hard-headed and stubborn but God knows that I love you so much. Please forgive me if I'll soon make a decision that might hurt you.
I'm just counting the days and I'll condition myself to face my fears. God, please guide me. I've been away from you for quite a time. Hindi ko na ginagawa yung mga dating ginagawa ko para mapakita na mahal ko kayo. Sorry God. Nasaktan lang po ako. This time, I really need you. Please help me to be strong.
I WANNA SHOUT!!!!! :'(
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