Unaccepted

Unaccepted.

Have you ever felt unaccepted by the group of your partner and vice versa?

It's a battle that you can hardly win.

So it is just the two of you against the world.

Cliche may it sounds.

But that's the life of the unaccepted.

Pain whatsoever

I feel so alone. No friends to cry on, no partner to understand me.

Yes, I am moody and unpredictable. I am strong, yet weak. All I want is care and understanding.

I isolated myself from almost everyone to justify a relationship that is now gone. I defended my relationship to my friends and got tired of it so I walked out. Now, even my partner left me. Now, I am ledt with nothing.

I feel so helpless but I will keep my feet on the ground because my family and my God is here with me.

Letting Go

I don't want to be too hard on myself from now on. I just have to let go of people that doesn't want to be part of my life. Or at least care less for them and srop overthinking? I guess that's a big problem with me. I tend to make sure that I let my friends and loved ones feel that they're important me and I, on the other hand, taken for granted. They said worry less and care less so you'll enjoy a peaceful life. I never applied it before and I am willing to try it now.

Worry less. Care less. Be positive. Live.

Caramoan Islands Trip

These are the few photos I've taken during our Caramoan trip. The gift of nature is indeed breathtaking. God is brilliant and so generous to have given us the beauty of nature.

We're only four when we went there together with three bangkeros. We rode a bangka from Bislig,Catanduanes going to the Caramoan islands. The ocean was kind enough not to rock us hard. We went to four islands and they are all beautiful.

I'll definitely go back here. :)

Demons In My Head

Few more days to go and I get to see my love again. It's hard to convince yourself that it's okay without him. It's hard to fight the demons in your head shouting at you that everything is not okay and sometimes, you give in with those voices.

Being away from him especially when we have issues almost drained me. It's not easy,believe me. I'm not overreacting. It's the fact.

Few more days, my love. I'll se you again. Let's keep holding on.

Cozy Resto In Catanduanes

This is my favorite resto in my hometown- Catanduanes. Cozy place and good food. :)

The food is quite applaudable for an affordable price. The service is okay but expect that you have to wait more than the regular minutes of serving time. :) Will definitely bring my friends here if they decided to visit our island. :) Tara sa Blossom's Restaurant!! <3

Every Single Day Is A Choice

Relationships. It has its ups and downs. It depends on us on how we react on them. Fight it or accept it. There will come a point, however, that you will just accept and accept and then you get used to it then you don't care anymore. Once you are in a relationship, you have to make a choice everyday. It's either you choose to love your partner or not. Everyday, there should be a reaffirmation. Or else, the flame would die.

You do not choose a partner whom you will marry just because of pretty face, sexy body, big tits or a nice buttocks. The outer appearance will fade but the beauty inside will remain. It depends on you on whether you choose a beautiful partner today but you can't talk to for long hours. When you both get old, you will be too drained, tired and old to do the sexy thing. All you would want to do is have a good company and a good talk.

Relationships do not have hard and fast rules. You cannot predict the future. You cannot asure that the partner you have now is the person you will marry in the future no matter how in love you are. And even if you are now married, you cannot even assure that you won't break the tie. So everyday of your lives, it will be a choice. A choice to love your partner every single day or a choice to just stop loving your partner and leave.

(No proofreading done so forgive me. I wrote this through my phone for only five minutes. I just let my fingers type the letters based on what my mind and heart dictates them.)